i think i m emo now
sitting in front of Mcd
like missing something
goodbye my bro, qiwei, keyou, jiayu, hanhui....
now maybe i cant sleep... so i write
morning i will go back but i scare
tis will be the trip myself...
2010年6月19日星期六
3rd week
through these 3 weeks, found that i cannot catch up 3 over 4 of the lecture said. The note i haven read through.Many time i read, many question make i have. Donn be pessimistic, every told me. feel lonely without help. only search and copy paste . next week i will tried to harden myself let me go ahead.
2010年6月12日星期六
the end of my 2 week
feel hard but i try to be harden myself
versa visa
i am weak both of my mind and determination is hurt
keep going although bleeding
try to relax some time
versa visa
i am weak both of my mind and determination is hurt
keep going although bleeding
try to relax some time
2010年6月5日星期六
2nd week in kampar
kampar is hot, extremely hot..i still cannot afford my studies here.
various of reason such as hot , english education environment , lazy, tired and many many questions marks in my brain about the methylbenzene...phenols, conformational, newman, initiation , propagation, termination, bond , terminal.... i donno spell donno the meaning donno the formula donno english. methane butane ethane propane butane pentane hextane heptane octane nonane decane wat the hell i need to memorize again, painfully who can help me???IUPAC nomenclature causing me day by day .
Go back home i don understand to take bus...yayaya....maybe next week or next week
but how about my assignment.i donn oe the meaning of the topic yet ... production plant???
various of reason such as hot , english education environment , lazy, tired and many many questions marks in my brain about the methylbenzene...phenols, conformational, newman, initiation , propagation, termination, bond , terminal.... i donno spell donno the meaning donno the formula donno english. methane butane ethane propane butane pentane hextane heptane octane nonane decane wat the hell i need to memorize again, painfully who can help me???IUPAC nomenclature causing me day by day .
Go back home i don understand to take bus...yayaya....maybe next week or next week
but how about my assignment.i donn oe the meaning of the topic yet ... production plant???
2010年5月26日星期三
feel shock
what the hell,i feel shock!!!!English...english...english..
damn petrochemical engineering = High Class and diligent Electronics Division
unlike CHHS, the electronic class is much more professional.It got 3 student now including me.besides me,both of them look clever.... I think PE is more challenging but
all of my classmate are boys....male...i am the only girl><
they speak english well ==,i feel stress
what can i do? shall i keep going
trying to write low standard junior class essay.
shall i change my course?? to something that i have no idea
feel numb....scare....i need to face add math again
what was happened today make me down
why should I do??
ps: I think my secondary school is wrong... must use english teaching science subject
damn petrochemical engineering = High Class and diligent Electronics Division
unlike CHHS, the electronic class is much more professional.It got 3 student now including me.besides me,both of them look clever.... I think PE is more challenging but
all of my classmate are boys....male...i am the only girl><
they speak english well ==,i feel stress
what can i do? shall i keep going
trying to write low standard junior class essay.
shall i change my course?? to something that i have no idea
feel numb....scare....i need to face add math again
what was happened today make me down
why should I do??
ps: I think my secondary school is wrong... must use english teaching science subject
2010年5月24日星期一
whatever
First week in my new school,damn !!!!!!!!i need to change!Try to write English essay,
speak, bla bla bla......Let English turn my life...
keep searching...i wonder..."did i choose the wrong one".....
just found that my primary school classmate study in XXXX oversea unv waa
tried already>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
washing my clothes is a stupid job ... buy a washing machine is an good idea
my leg is numb. cycling cycling cycling under the big big sun
my stomach is uncomfortable...due the reason unknown
speak, bla bla bla......Let English turn my life...
keep searching...i wonder..."did i choose the wrong one".....
just found that my primary school classmate study in XXXX oversea unv waa
tried already>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
washing my clothes is a stupid job ... buy a washing machine is an good idea
my leg is numb. cycling cycling cycling under the big big sun
my stomach is uncomfortable...due the reason unknown
2010年4月4日星期日
2010年3月20日星期六
2010年3月12日星期五
我不想就是不想
如果说真的没有选择，我放弃这一项还是正确的选择吗？不停重复的看，慢慢的一点点累积上来了。我终于理解了为了不让我伤心，妈妈爸爸一直说我的成绩还好。虽然我一直觉得很烂但是也没办法，只好假装相信。
当面临另外一种考验时，深深体验我真的很烂啊！！烂到不懂怎么办才好。到头来只可以读学院。而且还是3年。我一直以为还有那么点希望。但是要相信，当我拿到成绩时，我就因该相信我勾勒出的未来是到不了的！！后悔，可是我已经尽力了。我要怎么相信自己，也让别人相信我。或许我还贪恋着最后一点希望，贪婪的祈求不属于我的奇迹。相信自己是我一生最大的错误。真的尽力了还是敌不过我惨败的命运。
上一世，我是杀人不眨眼的魔头，才轮到这一世，我变成烦恼的悲剧人物，一事无成的人类。或许我该早点成为翱翔蓝天白云的青鸟，起码这是幸运的象征。这样总好过我苟延残喘的寄生在这个地球。浪费宝贵的空间及食物。
我不能改变我自己来接受这项选择，但是我不属于上等阶级。攀爬不到再高的山峰。前面挡着的是九尺高的厚墙。后面是七米长的海浪，我真的不能再强求什么？
只是不想来适应这个事实。
2010年3月2日星期二
2010年3月1日星期一
2010年2月12日星期五
美食大三通——查查看
本来没mood写着一篇的
发生了一些事
但是今天我的读者来信要求我写
哈哈 我就恭敬不如从命
话说居銮的鸡饭王最属自我为中心的那间最好吃
11/2/2010年两个新进美食侦探员跑了5km的路
11.50am千里迢迢登门造访
白鸡鸡饭两盘果然谣言止于智者
而听不如口吃
这个khabar angin 彻底被击碎
2.5颗星和3颗星（满分5）
两个gourmet 的鸡饭奇遇记
鸡骚味和苦黄瓜
gourmet 2 说饭还不错
为了报道最新消息
那间点名就是中间那间啦
使命毕达
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