feel shock

what the hell,i feel shock!!!!English...english...english..
damn petrochemical engineering = High Class and diligent Electronics Division
unlike CHHS, the electronic class is much more professional.It got 3 student now including me.besides me,both of them look clever.... I think PE is more challenging but
all of my classmate are boys....male...i am the only girl><
they speak english well ==,i feel stress
what can i do? shall i keep going
trying to write low standard junior class essay.
shall i change my course?? to something that i have no idea
feel numb....scare....i need to face add math again
what was happened today make me down
why should I do??
ps: I think my secondary school is wrong... must use english teaching science subject

whatever

First week in my new school,damn !!!!!!!!i need to change!Try to write English essay,
speak, bla bla bla......Let English turn my life...
keep searching...i wonder..."did i choose the wrong one".....
just found that my primary school classmate study in XXXX oversea unv waa
tried already>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
washing my clothes is a stupid job ... buy a washing machine is an good idea
my leg is numb. cycling cycling cycling under the big big sun
my stomach is uncomfortable...due the reason unknown