another sem has gone

Already finished my sixth sem in UTAR, year 2 sem 3. People start getting busy for their fyp. and what i has done? I am still me~ just me i cannot change anything instead of i wish to change has a nice dress, be fashionable? more active try to communicate make up travel learn smtg new find a boy and what i had been done in the third year i wish it is not too late gambathe shyyea 1) make up with friend 2) more active 3) learn guitar

OGTEC 2011 ~ end of my year 2 sem 2

half year gone... write again~
This sem was quite interesting.By the end of it, I get the chance to meet peoples or potential engineers around the world. It was fantastic. First, I got the chance to attend a talk about "Changing to success". People change to keep up-grading themselves. In this case, we/people must have foresight. "Dont be trapped by dogma, living with the result of other people's thinking."

Besides that, i also have the chance to attend a talk to memorize a noble engineer in five star hotel located at kl, J W Marriott. Malaysian engineers are brilliant. WAKAKA~ hope to be like them.


At the end of this sem, i took part in a competition at UTM. It is an international event, OGTEC 2011, i have the chance to meet around students of different countries, majority in Indonesia, Thailand, Austria, Philippine and China. They include some post-graduated student. Many company such as SHELL, Petronas, BC petrochemical etc also take part. COOL event I had never attend. WakKAKA. Unfortunately, i cannot grab my chance in this competition or event.Next time, I should try to be more active, never miss out the opportunity again... this is a bloody war. Everyone will not wait you and give u the space to show out your hand. I must find my way to prove myself, dont want bullied by others again.


Next sem should be hard, but i will overcome it.Hopefully~~ ｙｅｓ，ｈｏｌｉｄａｙ　ｍｏｏｄ　ＯＮ．

Year 2 sem 1

final is getting closer, home is around the corner
it has been so long i din go back home, i miss n i wan
the time when can i cry loudly, the place where can i smile happily,
where can i get the big huge, where can i sleep well, where i can de-weapon.
I miss u.a l l... please be my side.

last sem i done all of i wan left few more, hope this sem i can
1)continue doing well in my studies
2)hope can get gpa above 3.5 and cgpa increase increase and increase^^
3)MUET exam fighting
4)all my love stay health
5)do what i can do

3month later

1 more month to go
things keep changing...
i start getting sick of it
i wonder who i am
am i change myself to somebody that pp hope
go along with other
for the purpose of getting close to them
i smile because i happy? or just want to make some noise
i must be sick
suspicious ~~~feel doubt~~~~~
trying to be alone~the way that make me feel relax/comfort a bit
i am wearing a mask, just dunnoe how to take off.

LOST end of my year 1

my year 1 end~ with handling a thermodynamics report and Rankine Cycle assignment
just feeling well, relax
few more days final come~
time is precious, its head is round n wet i cannot grab it~
difficult to hold it firmly..

so at my end sem~
1. please let me in the dean list
2. hope can get 3.5 have 3-4 A
3. i will buy myself a new hp so please dabagong god allah ~ all bobii me
4. never try to please people
5. havent think yet

conclude for tis seem
this seem is quite busy, a lot of fun with society friend,
but seem lonely in class, i din take my effort to communicate wif them
and my english also lousy~
need to focus on book not facebook~

emo

i think i m emo now
sitting in front of Mcd
like missing something
goodbye my bro, qiwei, keyou, jiayu, hanhui....
now maybe i cant sleep... so i write
morning i will go back but i scare
tis will be the trip myself...

3rd week

through these 3 weeks, found that i cannot catch up 3 over 4 of the lecture said. The note i haven read through.Many time i read, many question make i have. Donn be pessimistic, every told me. feel lonely without help. only search and copy paste . next week i will tried to harden myself let me go ahead.