3month later

1 more month to go
things keep changing...
i start getting sick of it
i wonder who i am
am i change myself to somebody that pp hope
go along with other
for the purpose of getting close to them
i smile because i happy? or just want to make some noise
i must be sick
suspicious ~~~feel doubt~~~~~
trying to be alone~the way that make me feel relax/comfort a bit
i am wearing a mask, just dunnoe how to take off.